Fermata Supreme

by Cloud Gavin

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this is the junior album by Cloud Gavin.

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released 28 October 2014

Produced by Cloud Gavin

Engineered by Zach Hudson at various locations: (noises, samples, various vocals, guitars, etc.)

Engineered by Lane Johnson at Glow In The Dark Studios: (drums and guitars only)

Engineered by Michael Hicks at Studio M: (vocals and bass only)

Mixed by Mike Watts at Vudu Studios

Mastered by Joe LaPorta at Sterling Sound

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Track Name: Limbo (Mise En Abyme)
I wanted to see your honesty, good and bad, hell or cold.
Wanted to take you inside, where all the memories hide.
A grainy film through ocean blues.
Track Name: Fermata
So, it seems that I’ve finally let go of almost everything that I used to keep close; Like the bag of stones that I kept neat in-case I ever needed the pity, or if things got shitty, or I couldn’t stand another night comatose.

I’ve been underneath these past few years. I need some time to stretch my legs and stand up straight, adjust my eyes to the sun. I just want to be brighter.

It’s hell or cold, new or old, not in-between, just separate.
I’m days away, but afraid to stay irresolute and self-detriment.

Let the tree burn hot while you tear it down, no more leaves were growing here anyhow, but you keep a couple seeds deep inside your chest, ‘cause you can never let go of what you thought what best and it couldn’t make anymore sense to me.

I’ve been all alone in these woods I’ve grown to know. I’ve been so nostalgic, melancholic, a branch that ceases to grow.
I’ve been holding back the words to find a way to call you out. The urge is growing, unfolding. Look like it’s back to work and back to no sleep for me.

Let the tree burn hot while you tear it down, no more leaves were growing here anyhow, but you keep a couple seeds deep inside your chest, ‘cause you can never let go of what you thought what best and it couldn’t make anymore sense to me.
Track Name: Dirty Hands
There’s a bunker in the forest and a hole in your hand that leaks a bloody trail into the ground that you stand.

Though, I’d like to believe you, my intuition will always say no. It says no.

You’re a snake inside the leaves and you’re a hole in my head and even if I could forgive, I’d never dish out the chance, but, how could I?

That part of me has died and I can hardly tolerate anymore.
Is this the cost of war?

They were searching us for gold.

You’re so gaumless; For that, you’re never getting home.
I’ve mordacious intent for the likes of you. You could of hollowed out and colored. Now you can’t mean anything to anyone and everyone you love could love everyone, but you.

You are so naive. It’s hard to be unclean, that much I know.
Oh, God, I know. I’ve got nothing left here to grow. Where did it go?

They were searching us for gold. I started to machinate so flawlessly, oh, how little did they know. Yeah, they were ‘searching us for gold’.

But, you’re so gaumless; For that, you’re never getting home.
I’ve mordacious intent for the likes of you. You could of hollowed out and colored. Now you can’t mean anything to anyone and everyone you love could love everyone, but you.

You sold me out for a wooden box and all your body marks.
Then you came down with the force of the devil inside your veins.
Now, you’re just a watermark.

Now, it’s clear to me how horrible that I can really be.
Track Name: There is No Sunlight Here
I’m not your hands, I’m just the mess you constitute with them. Those ugly colors that you paint.

I’m not your eyes. I’m just what you see as a comfortable disguise, but familiar in a way.

It’s not your heart. It’s just the way I see things fall apart. Your fragile bones can never hold.

Oh, it’s not love. It’s the blur in your eyes, it’s my blood on your side. Oh, no.

Just leave it alone.
Track Name: Awful Feelings
The thorn in my side slowly leaks, but the blood’s aberrant color defeats me. It’s like a dull maple leaf after winter has taken it’s toll.
Maybe it’s visual misconception or lack of chemical connection. Though, I believe it lost it’s life before ever leaving the wound.

Don’t get close to me. I’ll be the one that’s always letting you down.
I’m a sieve in the rain, collecting it all for nothing.
I’ll be the blood that flows inside of your veins.
I’ll exsanguinate your body, leaving you with nothing.

So, hang me up and let me dry or throw me out and let me die.
I never thought it’d be this way and now I’ll probably never change.
(to cease; never again. I’ll go as you watch me fade to a darker gray.)
Now it seems like I always fuck up everything.

So, get close to me. I’ll be the weight that’s always holding you down.
I used to feel remorse, but now it’s hard to feel much of anything.
If I could be the marrow in your bones. I’d let myself pour out and drain, as if you weren’t anything.

So, hang me up and let me dry or throw me out and let me die.
I never thought it’d be this way and now I’ll probably never change.
(to cease; never again. I’ll go as you watch me fade to a darker gray.)
Now it seems like I always fuck up everything

So, I’ll dig a hole; One that could swallow me whole. In hopes that I’ll grow into something much taller than I’ll ever be.
But, I’ll just float down that river I know, until I dissolve or erode like the blood I have lost on the way.

It’s what I’m coughing up again, the blood from all my friends.

When God shows His light, will I be clean? Will I be honest?
Will I be alive? Will I be anything? Will I be alone?
Track Name: Dark Gray
Take a look at your friends; They’re all dead or dying or getting there.
I know it’s hard to pretend that I’m still trying to avoid all the dreaded space that you create with the simple math that haunts me in my dreams.

Take a look at your friends; They’re all dead and dying, and they’re never coming back. I find it’s hard to accept the way how the fire died, but the coals have lasted the entire time.
A low flame. (Well, I notice how you barely burn)
You’re//Your gray smoke (You seep inside the lungs and damage everything) You burn so low.

I’m a cold body underneath the leaves.
Let me decompose like//with the forest I breathe.

Further now, these roots dig much deeper inside the ground, so let me sink to the bottom of this home, so I can relax.

Sing, like you haunt me in my sleep. Let me go in the woods.
Sing to me like I want you to. (Sing ‘never again’)
Sing to me. (Sing ‘never again’)

Been tearing all of my seams, disembodied.
Heart of stone quickly sinking beneath, that’s where you’ll find me.
Track Name: Dug It Up
I’ve seen the whole sky turn to grey. I never thought it’d rain so much.
Never thought it’d flood the entire way back home.I buried it under the leaves, but you dug it up and now I’m done.

Is this really falling out of character? Did you really think you’d get away? I feel it burning in my chest. Don’t worry, I’ve made a heart of stone and it keeps me safe from my laments.

I am awake and I finally see what’s been happening.
You could of called it off, left it alone, and kept your composure.
I think this is the best time to let it go.

Weight//Wait, when did it get so heavy? Through it all, you threw it all away.(I hope you keep your gold estate until you wash and fade away.)
(I just hope you know, it only took the last good thing you’ve ever had left to your name.)

I am awake and I finally see what’s been happening.
You could of called it off, left it alone, and kept your composure.
I think this is the best time to let it go.

I am a lake, but the sun doesn’t shine on top of me.
I think you should go back home.
I think this is the best time to let it go.
Track Name: What It Finds Beneath
Holy Grail, you glow so much brighter with aging.
I absorb the pouring flow. Now, I’m terrified of what it finds beneath.

Psuedomorph, your glow has me weightless and floating like dust in sunlight through a window, so slowly and beautifully. Now, I’m terrified of what it finds beneath.

Oh, my God, where did I run to? Did you leave me a sign? Did I leave you inside the back of my mind? Now, I’m terrified of what You’ll find beneath.

What you’ll find beneath’s a river full of blood, reflecting most the things I’ve done, departing into several streams. What you’ll find beneath’s a code of cryptograph that’s colorful, exorbitant. It reveals how vile I can be.

I couldn’t take the weight from my head, so I thought it all out.
I couldn’t stand the thought from my waves, so I drank them all down.
I didn’t find my rights from my lefts, so I found rights in my wrongs.
I didn’t feel the words in her mouth, just the touch of her tongue.
Bright firefly, illustrate all the colors you burn.
Great, noble mind, share with me all that you have learned.
The longer I wait, the thicker the air seems to grow.
I’m coughing up all of my demons. There’s more than you know.
Track Name: Coda
Hello, Apollo. We meet again.
Your light never followed me, but I still pretend.
There’s no harming me now, not here at home.
The deeper the leaves grow, the further I roam.

I used to weigh the thought of never letting you down,
‘cause I believed in the idea of never letting you out.
Now, those days are dead and I’m all alone in the deeper green.
But, I’ll stay well-read, ‘cause you’ll never be what I always wanted you to be.

So, sink or explode. Either way, I’m alone.

Never again, will I love you.
Never again, will I come around.
Never again.

A fork and knife in those hands that feeds guilt straight through the teeth.
You’re a heart that should stop pumping. You’re a mouth that shouldn’t breathe.
Now, the feelings gone and I’m all alone in the deeper blue.
Sad to say that I once knew you. You are everything, but true.

So, sink or explode. Either way, I’m alone.
No taking it back now.
It’s never going to feel the same again.
It’s never going to be the same again.

Never again, will I love you.
Never again, will I come around.
Never again, will you haunt me.
Never again, will you ‘hear me now’.

Never again, will I love you.
Never again, will I come around.
(Your breathing is slowing down.)
Never again, will you haunt me.
Never again, will you ‘hear me now’.
(I’ll take what you love and burn it down.)
Never again.
Track Name: For Good
Your breathing is slowing down.
I’ll take what you love and burn it down.

I drag you through the woods, through dirty leaves and soil.
It’s getting harder to see as dusk is deepening. All the better for me.
I grab my rope and my stone, tie a noose around your legs.
Here we are. No turning back. You’ve seen too much.
Now, collapse and sink so I can watch you die.
Track Name: Leave Me in the Woods
These heavy hands pin me down with all the nails that I’ve carved out.
There’s glowing eyes inside of all the trees, and they all see me.

These heavy eyes drag me down from all the things they’ve figured out.
There’s burning leaves that’s covering the ground and they all surround me. I’m burning now.

This heavy head weighs me down from all the thorns on my crown.
It pierces through my skin into the bone. I am not alone.

Sticks and stones will break my bones, but the words, I’ll never feel them.
Been burning down the forest so the birds can never steal again.
It’s no surprise that I’m half-alive, but my apple-eyes have gone and died.

So, I lay still in defeat.
Exhausted in misology.
If the forest goes, I die with the trees.